Feeling very sorry for myself at the moment. Today I feel really sick and exhausted. Yeah yeah all for a good cause I know, I’m just sick of being sick, it’s so boring! I just hope it’s not getting worse instead of better! So, I am very unproductive, it’s really hard to get much done. I’ve been up at 2am for the last 2 days, jeez how I would love to see 6am on the clock when I wake up. So, I get up, I make coffee and I go to work. Then about an hour later my stomach feels like it’s being sucked into my spine and I have to eat. I actually don’t feel that hungry anymore, just this knawing empty sick feeling. I am eating every 2 hours. But I can’t eat a lot at once so I am probably not eating a huge amount more than usual now that I have settled into a routine after holidays. I am however, eating carbs at every meal. I even had a craving for a banana smoothie at 5am this morning. Yet I haven’t been able to stomach anything like that before. Today went like so.
Up at 2am, coffee (1/2 regular, 1/2 decaf)
Meal 1 3am- slice of grain toast spread with cottage cheese and topped with turkey breast
Meal 2 – 5am Banana smoothie
Back to bed until 7.45am
8.30am Slice of toast with cottage cheese, ham and tomato
10.30am 2 Vita Wheat with peanut butter and cheese
12.30pm Slice of bread with avocado, bbq chook and grated cheese
1.30pm Sleep until 3pm
3.30pm 1/2 orange
4.30 pm curry pasta, ham, tomato
7pm lamb rogan josh and rice
Holy cr*p that sounds like a lot of food. As I said, small serves though. In 10 weeks as of yesterday I had put on 1.8lb. However, the scale shot up a couple of lb overnight (we did go out for dinner last night though). Considering I am barely doing any exercise I wouldn’t be surprised to have put on a lot more, but, let me tell you even though the scale doesn’t register a lot, the change in body composition is very real.
I’m looking forward to the day I wake up and have a baby bump instead of just feeling chunky
So, I’m getting fat and my hubby is losing weight
I don’t think this has ever happened before! He’s lost 8.5kg in just under 8 weeks so far. You can certainly see the change. Now when we go for a walk he is ahead of me and I’m the one struggling to keep up.
So I’m crashed on the couch tonight. That’s about all I can manage. I imagine I will be in bed soon though if I go too early I will wake way too early.
I made an effort and went out for dinner last night – it really is an effort most days, but I have to do something sometimes I guess. We went to our local Thai, first time I have been there and it was sensational. I am in love with Tom Yum soup – I’ve never had it before but it’s just something that really agreed with me when I was feeling sick. I wanted some tonight too!
I’ve managed to get a few things finished despite feeling ill. Slowly slowly it goes though.
Thanks again everyone for the well wishes. Oh yeah we had the 10 week scan a couple of days ago and all still good. Damien saw an arm but I could still only see a smudge. Smudge has grown from 1cm to 2.5cm in 2 weeks. Next scan is not until 14 weeks and that will be the big one where I am screened for Downs Syndrome. Scary. The odds increase like crazy every year older you get.
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